Slow down, you move too fast. It will all be over far too soon.
I talked to a friend recently about a serious health experience. He had became ill suddenly and was hospitalized for six days. No one from his community came to visit. Only one person from work stopped by. No one called. He described being frightened by his illness and feeling vulnerable and alone in the hospital. He was devastated by what felt like abandonment in his time of crisis.
We talked about some potential reasons: too busy, inconvenient (schedule, driving and parking), uncomfortable with hospitals, insecure about what to say, respect for privacy, and expecting an invitation. He was very insightful and quite forgiving, but said his relationships with his friends and co-workers would never, ever be the same.
During and after our conversation, I thought about the ways I have seen this in my own life.
As a primary care physician, I see and hear about failed and broken connections all the time. The pattern is predictable: for many reasons, none of which are malevolent, people fail to make or maintain contact. The resulting isolation is real, painful, and sometimes damaging. And rarely fixable later. Nicely expressed musically by Simon and Garfunkel.
Slow down, you move too fast.
You got to make the morning last.
I've got no deeds to do,
No promises to keep.
"Fools" said I, "You do not know
Silence like a cancer grows.
People talking without speaking,
People hearing without listening,
People writing songs that voices never share
And no one dared
Disturb the sound of silence.